R.I.P. MJ

 

 

 

 

haven't been updating for a while?...

have been looking for an answer of life

have been struggling with next step to reach my goal

have been learning forgiving others is just forgiving ourselves from the sin

have been missing some people

have been realizing that life isn't always following your little sweet plan

have been perveiving immaturity isn't vanishing from my mind

 

After all, have been believing in tomorrow's sunrise; persevering in my dream.

 

 

The following passages are copied from one of my friend's blog on xiaonei, the original passage was composed by 张爱玲, one of the greatest female writers in modern chinese history.

 

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有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。

有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。

有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。

有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。

有些人很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了。

有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，要说的时候，已经没机会了。

有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了。

有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意没在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。

人生有时候，总是很讽刺。

一转身可能就是一世。

说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；风雨同船，天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。该是多美的画面。

没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。

于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。

即使在同一个小小的城市，也不曾再相逢。某一天某一刻，走在同一条街，也看不见对方。先是感叹，后来是无奈。

也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。

也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。

很久很久，没有对方的消息，也不再想起这个人，也是不想再想起。

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I started this blog around the same time last year, april 28th was my first entry. A year has passed already..

 

I laid out my goal last year..i felt like im out of pace..time kept running away from me. I achieved the goal i had set..i'll not be satisfied of that there's a long path's ahead 

My next goal after UCLA is Stanford...I will and i have to do it, no turning back

 

I will keep pursuing my dream and i will post the result  in 2011. 4 years from now.

 

"When you have a dream, you gotta protect it"

"Other people say you can't because they can't"

 

 

一生，命运掌握在自己手里，而能改变命运的只有我们自己。

 

需要的是什么，

 

没有失落与感伤，没有忧愁与怨恨，只要有一颗淡定从容的心。

 

其实命运很奇怪，要相信它，相信的同时又要去改变它，因为，成功是留给准备好的人。

 

 

至于现在，我相信努力

至于未来，我相信自己

至于爱情，我相信命运

 

 没有什么比信任更重要

07-06-06

@ beijing

um....

lil angel

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im gonna go back in a month

Beijing

miss it.

 

and have lots stuffs to do in this month

 

finals

HS friends' graduation

packing

etc...

 

got a lil fever on monday which  fucked up my chem mid-term, sxxt, i should get that A+

still go working out this week, but cant do much since im sick...

gonna play ball with hommies on friday as usual

 

时间过得好快。。。

 

follow your dreams, you'll be there...

so Do i....

：]  life takes risk

hopefully i will get my 2nd goal done next year

;

and yours

 

miss mom, JJ,sis,HH  haven't seen you guys for a while...

and all my bros,alll my gulrs :)   lido rui

n lil babe M

 

 

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May 05-25

 

um......

 

for lil baby M

 

Kiss the Rain.....

One of my favorite...

Enjoy at night.

 

for my previous entry,i knew you got mad  even you denied :]  Hah, girl got mad at guy is what usualy happen.

I appologize, I put your name at the end. That doesn't mean i dont care you it's becuz i want to put your name at a conspicuous place so that everyone could see you name,  everyone could tell you're my girl, and everyone would know that you're the one i love.

 

Again, bao bei, sorry to make you unhappy today.

I'll try my best to let you be happy everyday from now on.

life is simple;

when the ppl i love are happy, im happy

 

<3

 

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被babe点到了。。。。

Q1.最近在做的事情——   study, work out, talk on the phone, miss you

Q2.現在最想做的事情 ——  完成自己的梦想

Q3.最近在吃的東西——西瓜, in n out, 梨子, jack in the box, sushi, Korean BBQ, 橙子, 葡萄柚

Q4.最近關心的話題—— 我final可以拿到straight A 吗？

Q5.你找到自己愛的人了嗎——如果沒有意外..我會娶她..

Q6.娛樂場所營業到2點了..咋做夜貓子——2点之后有更多的地方去..

Q7.你打算多大結婚,生孩子——27-30

Q8.目前為止.做過最噁心.最讓人覺得受不了的事情——哈哈，和男生朋友猜拳，输了去问对面女生的内衣颜色

Q9.別人為你做過最讓妳感動的事——真心的对我好

Q10.截止到2006年5月,你一共爱过了多少人?是情人哦!——1个

Q11.你认为胡锦涛和江泽民谁更有领导才能——朱鎔基！！！他是中国现代史上第二个全能的领导者，第一个，当然是周恩来总理。

 Q12 1個人到底怎樣做,你才會覺得他(她)才是真心愛你滴---当我的心里可以感受到她的心

 

 

先不点了，想好在点:]